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<sweaterqueen>
Date: 2021-01-03 03:33 pm (UTC)You have a minute?
< SongDiva >
Date: 2021-01-03 04:05 pm (UTC)[ Once again, recent events have not left Yuzu feeling very well, but hearing from Mabel makes her feel a little better. ]
<sweaterqueen>
Date: 2021-01-03 06:52 pm (UTC)It's not a fun thing to deal with.
Re: <sweaterqueen>
Date: 2021-01-03 08:03 pm (UTC)All that’s happened is my arms and legs turning black... so I’m honestly not sure what’s gonna happen next...
<sweaterqueen>
Date: 2021-01-03 08:13 pm (UTC)I've got wings and a giant tail. I know the worst part is how I might have to eat people soon.
Re: <sweaterqueen>
Date: 2021-01-03 08:34 pm (UTC)Apparently they’re incorporeal... so I’ll probably be a lot like when we first arrived.
[ As ghosts.
She’s... not looking forward to that. ]
no subject
Date: 2021-01-03 11:13 pm (UTC)I’ve seen plenty of ghosts back home so having one as a best friend is pretty cool!
[Just saying!]
< SongDiva >
Date: 2021-01-03 11:45 pm (UTC)It's not okay! I don't want to do that again! I...
[ Someone clearly hasn't worked through everything yet... which is understandable. ]
<sweaterqueen>
Date: 2021-01-04 03:55 pm (UTC)Look, how come I come over to your place and we'll hug it out. I think the both of us could use it. [That and it seems like Yuzu has more experience with this situation compared to her.]
< SongDiva >
Date: 2021-01-04 06:18 pm (UTC)<sweaterqueen>
Date: 2021-01-04 11:20 pm (UTC)[And just like that, Mabel wasted no time in rushing over to her house. She might even hear a knock a few minutes later]
Hey, Yuzu? Mind if I come in? I don't think you need to know who I am.
no subject
Date: 2021-01-05 12:12 am (UTC)In any case, the door is opened by Yuzu shortly after Mabel knocks. ]
Hey, Mabel.
[ She does her best to smile, but the expectation of what'll happen next month is dampening her mood. ]
no subject
Date: 2021-01-05 01:25 am (UTC)Hey to yourself too! You doing okay, I heard you did something kind of interesting over text.
no subject
Date: 2021-01-05 01:55 am (UTC)It... it happened at the circus...
no subject
Date: 2021-01-05 02:21 pm (UTC)Yeah? What happened? I know the circus made you do some [Pause] stuff but what really happened over there?
no subject
Date: 2021-01-05 06:34 pm (UTC)I... after I got myself away from you I... couldn’t keep control of myself for much longer. While I was out of control... there was another Shade who was about to eat a soul and I... stole it from him.
[ She can probably piece together what Yuzu then did with said-soul in her wrath-induced state of mind. ]
no subject
Date: 2021-01-05 11:36 pm (UTC)H-Hey, I don't think any less of you for doing that! I said what I said before, all that stuff won't stop me from being your friend!
[That and does she really have the heart to tell her these things will happen eventually? It's better to just deal with it?]
no subject
Date: 2021-01-06 12:02 am (UTC)T-Thank you...
[ Her breath catches for a bit as a few tears roll down her face, which Yuzu quickly tries to rub away before taking Mabel's hand.
Mabel doesn't have to tell Yuzu that these things will happen eventually. Yuzu knows that her first actual feeding is coming up soon, but that doesn't stop her from being terrified. ]
no subject
Date: 2021-01-06 12:29 am (UTC)Don't mention it! The both of us could really use a hug.
[She said before momentarily looking down at the ground. She really really didn't want to think about eating people but it was something the both of them had to deal with.]
This really sucks.
no subject
Date: 2021-01-06 12:48 am (UTC)So, her hands trembling a bit, she hugs back. She tries her best to be as gentle as she can about it. ]
It really does...
[ It may not ever happen, but... Yuzu hopes that one day Mabel won't be afraid of her. ]
no subject
Date: 2021-01-06 10:32 am (UTC)But I don't really know how to deal with it. Between trying to eat people and learning how we're suppose to accept it? I don't know what else I can do.
[Because she is just a 13 year old girl. While she knew she was still young, it was times like these she wished she was an adult. Maybe she would learn how to accept these things better.]
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Date: 2021-01-06 07:09 pm (UTC)Yeah... neither do I, but... you've been here for me, so I'll be here for you as well, okay?
[ Learning how to accept it... it won't come immediately, if at all. She still remembers how Yuya reacted after his first time feeding.
Still... she can't just be the one getting support. Mabel being here has helped tremendously... so trying to support Mabel in the coming month was the least she could do. ]
no subject
Date: 2021-01-06 09:30 pm (UTC)You sure? I mean, I don't want to be a jerk and just dump all of issues onto you. That wouldn't be fair.
no subject
Date: 2021-01-06 09:46 pm (UTC)[ If anything, Yuzu's felt selfish for constantly having to lean on Mabel. She's the older girl, and Mabel must have her own issues. ]
Besides, we should be here for each other, right?
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Date: 2021-01-06 10:14 pm (UTC)She gave a small sigh.]
Yeah, we should. It's just...it's kind of difficult when I don't want to eat people. I know I have to eventually but it really sucks that I do.